kktk

2011-12-21T07:27:00.001-08:00

Knew it wasn't easy

Even the simpliest of actions can cut me so deeply, cast doubts so boundless, evoke emotions so rending.

I've gone back into a state of passiveness once again, a sleeping beast stayed by a crumbling defense. Awakened by the slightest agitation, by the unintentional stray thought which plagues me so.

Always hiding behind the mask of this, never rearing the face which resides. Streching towards but never seeing the light again. Darkness envelops. Reality ensues around me, the piss filled cot bed awaits. The figurative ends and its time to sleep with a heart filled with questions and regrets. And of a glimmer of happiness which I always have. Cause that, makes it all worthwhile.

Even though I may find someone new and get married years down the road, I'd always look back. You'll always be the first, the greatest and the one I've seen most potential with. That'll never change. Nothing will. I wont. The fact that I'm still stuck in camp either.

I love this post ^^

I'M BACK!

2011-09-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

woooo its been a year since I've last blogged! wow and my last post was emoing about the impending army days!

Anw, looking back at my emo posts, some of them seem really dumb. Of course thats the way everything i rant about seem to me on hindsight. Cause I'm frustrated over the same thing yet again. The same reason why this blog was created in the first place. The same reason it died. The same reason it was revived. And the same reason I've come back to seek solace in a nonchalent screen, which does not respond but provides such seething comfort that makes absolutely no sense. Oh save me omipotent textbox of words. Let my outpouring of emotions overwhelm my conciousness so that I may attain nirvana.

Right... uhm. Well leaving that schizo part behind, lets get back onto topic. Since I'm sure no one actually reads or follow this blog anymore, lets just bare all... uhh... things? Fail english ftw.

I love merry go rounds.. they constanly remind me that I'm stuck in a never ending cycle. It may seem I'm looking forward, but in reality all that I accomplish is being tugged along by my past.

YES another stupid riddle set by myself for myself to decifer! As always, I do stupid things like try to hide some emotions within lame seemingly cool self proclaimed emo-ness. But every riddle wants to be solved. So does mine. And to save myself the stupidity, lets just speak directly. A bold outpouring of stupid thoughts.

girl oh girl. Its been 2 years since I've met you. And after all this time, I'm still stuck to the same thing. I've let it go once, finally, after JC ended. Army seemingly meant the end of any romantic thoughts I haboured towards you. All was lost.

... I miss you :(

2010-08-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

so tired
so very tired

"Is this messed up random string of events called life? Cause its not worth living for. My sole salvation, I hope you find me soon."

I dont know. Life isnt going to get better after As. I'd think its going to go downhill from there. Thats because I dont find mugging the worst thing in life. Its solitude. And whats worse then that? Well thats something I cant say. Cause its so beautiful and elusive. Its my salvation from this meaningless existence. And I know I've lost it. I'm filled with remorse and regret. So I'll just carry on with what I do best. Ignore it, and keep it within me. I just want it. It. Yes I want a fucking piece of it. Get It?

Btw dear, this is what i meant by emo stuff that doesnt contain any negative feelings about you! Seriously, no sarcasm whatsoever.. so yea.

man this feeling sucks

2010-08-19T00:44:00.000-07:00

I cant differentiate reality from fiction, but im pretty sure it is happening again. Please dont treat me like nothing when I've been doing so much. I'm have mixed emotions now so please, just dispel them with one single word: Yes.

Thanks

in the darkness i seek solace in your image. (kktk 1:1)

in the light i search for your shadows (kktk 1:2)

in the nether your tenderness haunt me (kktk 1:3)

On a seperate topic, I cant believe I was so stupid. God I really know how to screw things up with you, to add doubt into the list of evils. i hate myself for being so blinded by jealously. I'll try to make sure it doesn't happen again. And i hate gapijgreaignfsklvhitapf.

2010-03-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

One word is enough for doubts
One sentence is enough for anger
One event drowns you in sorrow
One tale breaks you

Oh this depressing hangover weights heavily down on my mind. Another round please.

The bitter-sweet taste beckons, my mind wanders.

What if?

Damn. Just buy me another round. For its the moment that matters, which can be relished and remembered forever. Feeding off memories will not satisfy one as much as being in the act. Thats why people drink, despite the

depressing hangovers.

That is why I drink, that is why I get drunk, that is why I must go back for more
All I need is that minutes of
Euphoria

CT CAMP

2010-03-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO GUYS!

Long time no blog! Anyways nth really much happened except CT camp during this holiday, which kinda drained out 3 days of my march holidays. Stupid camp. Sleep at 1am plus, wake up at 545am!!! zzz seniors need to wake up early to set good example wth:(

Anw this year initates kena slammed by norman and leong ying so much, damn scary haha! I mean they were abit uncaring for one another even compared to our year, but still quite ok overall i thought. But norman keep scolding and use the word bloody! hahahaa then they feedback they not comforatble with that term LOL. bunch of wusses bloody also not comfortable.

thankfully for the sleeping bag i was able to sleep at night and not get frozen in the air-con like adriel LOL. and I didnt pon during the camp whoo! big accomplishment!

A certain leadership body did a great job of pissing off the student populace again, and you begin to wonder how anyone with more than a speck of intelligence comes up with such a stupid idea. We all know that VJC has only 1 bathing bathroom behind the hall right? Trust the lame people to dirty the toilet ON PURPOSE with mud and eggs and flour and dunno what rubbish to allow their initiates to clean the toilet. WOW. Im sure thats a huge step forward for leadership training, and anw as i last recall, i dont remember any leadership body being in charge of cleaning toilets. Due to that, they hogged the toilet for like over a PRIME hour which many people needed to bathe (at least 300 students were in sch for various camps) and turned away all the bathers. When some persistent individuals pressed on to bathe, they said "eh CT interferring with our training arh?" HAHA unapologetic much? And what was the purpose of their training? To build teamwork? Let the initates understand that getting their hands dirty is part of the job? I cant think of a decent reason, and even if there was, Im sure there is literally, a hundred different ways to do them. Even so, why take the ONLY BATHING TOILET IN SCHOOL. Real intelligent i tell you. In their defence, they said not many people actaully went during that time, only alot of stubborn CT people who eventually bathed and spoiled their plans. You know why? Cause all the people of were rejected actually spread the word about the stupidity of the situation of of course no one went to bathe. Like duh. 2 thumbs up for CT who saved the day by overthrowing the senseless tyranny of the minority.

Ops. Sorry lost myself there bitching. Other than that nothing much happened during the camp, the usual blah blahs.

All events mentioned in this article is purely fictional and meant for entertainment purposes. Any resemblance to actual events or people are purely coincidental :)

Going out with des/cor woots! PPG lets go out too soon ok haha! bye!

2010-03-04T02:53:00.001-08:00

CTs are coming soon! Whoo. Lets get this over and done with! And move on to another term of mugging with 3x the topics to study! Bleak outlook on life huh.

Anyways, sometimes close friends can be freaking insensitive and irritating. But Nvm, take it in my stride. Cause I dont hate anyone.

And maybe I should stop studying like 1 month before any exams. Cause it apparently dont work at all even after continous mugging and practicing stuff. It sucks to be stupid yay! /sucide

Signing off.

2010-02-05T01:41:00.000-08:00

Hellllllo World!

Today was Sea Sport Carnival! Went to school at 6am to carry stuff but spend most of the time stoning and wasting for bus and stuffs. I wish I wasnt the gamemaster for the stupid station. I WANT CLASS PICNIC AND PLAYING WITH FRIENDS :( AND CYCLING:( Oh well. Anws, my station was practically the worst station... The sun... was stupidly... hot... I wanted to tan my arms but my plan failed cause my sleeve kept dropping down so its like still white zz. Anw it was some soccer game so I had to keep running after the ball for them when they kicked out cause their legs were tied... Lucky it rained suddenly at around noon and they canceled the rest of the rotation! Woah another round of that and I would have just walked away due to dehydration(didnt drink anything in the sun for like 2 hours) and exhuastion. Damn.

Some stupid OGL also took my phone or something cause my belongings were near the class stuffs and brought it all the way back to school before he realized that the phone wasnt from anyone in his class. Failtard zz. OVERALL A BAD DAY. Cant believe I was rotting in the sun while everyone was playing and cycling and doing fun stuff. Didnt even get to see ctmm! darn. Must be fail sense of direction as always.

Oh and I ahvent eaten anything up till now, which is like 6pm, since i woke up at 5am. Talk about good dieting habits :D But I'm still heavy for some reason. Must be the muscles I built! /self decieve. YES ITS ALL MUSCLE WEIGHT ALL 7 KG OF IT!

The flower delivery thing for friendship day is also very, very irritating... Stupid teachers. SHIT THERES NO MORE TIME TO MAKE THE .....!

Oh and when I was walking home I was caught in the heaviest storm Ive ever seen, the wind could have blown my whole bag away if I wasnt cuddling it to protect my psp that was inside LOL. MIRACULOUSLY, my bag was almost dry when I was totally drenched when i was protecting my bag, Funny sia. Oh walking in the rain is a good way to emo btw, which is what Im feeling most of the recent days actually. I HATE YOU, YES I DO.

Ok, going to sleep :) LONG POST FTW!

2010-02-01T01:57:00.000-08:00

yo!

Watched Invictus today at Lido, I've gotta say thats the worst cinema I've ever been to. Imagine a screen smaller then a projector screen at PT, added with chairs that are even more uncomfortable than LT1. I tell you, that chair is seriously a safety hazard. Fall asleep on those and i garuntee you will wake up with a broken neck HAHA.

Hating and loving this love-hate affair of unsuppressable feeling of unsatisfaction coupled with a weak willed mind and a liking for immediate comforts and disregard for the bleak future that beholds this, and creating hope out of insignificant thoughts just for myself to indulge in face of defeat and yearning.

Damn.

2010-01-27T23:48:00.001-08:00

Hey all!

Went to the science center today, which was SURPIRSINGLY FUN?!
Lol after me and des spam science center like dno how many times for SMP, I'd thought I'll be like ZOMG save me I'm so going to stone. Surpirsingly, the BODY WORLD WAS DAMN BORING. And the fun part was at the science center exhibits itself! It changed kinda much during the past year and the sound exhibition was seriously fun sia. There was this echo tube which you shouted in and you can hear your echos, which was freaking hilarious cause I did charile the unicorn impersonation :D CHARRLIEEE. LETS GO TO CANDAY MOUNTAIN CHARRRLIEEEE.

Not to mention amelia and xenia who were like some boring parents who walked so slow and read every word of the body world exhibit till I was as restless like when my sis drags me out to some girls clothes shop or somthing. AHMA AMELIA! Lucky xm more fun, the button masher who kinda smashed every button that was smashable to see what different exhibits was about, and move on like once the exhibit started doing anything, or when she lost interest in the exhibit, which usually occured together. Trigger happy much?

Woah i actually tagged so much about a trip to the science center. Wtf is wrong with me! Im a freaking 18 year old for god's sake. Must be stupid corliss and her words of "Science center/discovery center/BIRD PARK(!!!)/zoo(!!!) are very cool and fun to go places!" Talk about fail outings and deprived childhood! HAHAHA <3

Anw! Walked around with ahma amelia in AMK hub (aleteration:AMK and Ahma Amelia), ate some stupidly disgusting soya bean ice cream from mr bean, which was definetely worse than that weird tomato juice cor let me try. It was really painful to eat that ice cream. I swear :( I was practically forcing it down my throat :( After that I found a really really cool present that des woula absolutely love so I bought it HAHA. 1 more brownie point desiree! 8 more to go for my reward ;)

Dunno why Im so high today, maybe its cuz of the whole orientation thingy at school. Oh well, better rush this stupid CTC thing i have looming above me. Sigh. See ya!

PS: lots of cute J1 girls this year. LOL.

2010-01-20T02:35:00.000-08:00

David Archuleta - Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Omg. I heard this song a long long time ago but I never ever read its lyrics. By far, the most Appropriate and best lyrics ever to describe my past year lol! Strangely, I'm not emo, rather I rather determined to erase that part of my tainted past. Cause its no point lying to myself, I know that theres only one option to choose from. haha! damn.

London choco roll¬

2010-01-18T04:06:00.000-08:00

How did "cuz i know your problem" become "its your problem"! LOL! Talk about epic fail reading which made a concerned statement become a insult or something. hahahahaha!

Anw, Im yet again pissed at an old topic. It seems like history repeats itself again for some weird reason, and im pissed at the same girl yet again. I mean come on.... Dots man. Like an irritating mole that just permanent black face and spread words of dissent even though you're too nice to her. Wts man

And I do care whether we get to sit together, but as my last 20 smses has said, I really care and empatize about what you go through, and thus I dont want to make things harder for you, which is the reason I suggested fully no sitting tgt. Thus, I leave the choice up to you to make, cuz its "your"(as in not mine LOL) problem and thus you should decide :)

Hope that cleared the air lolol. You scared me with your last sms tone. See ya round. I think Im a rather well mannered individual and dont really like to use vulgarities too :)

By the way, FUCK YOU NO LIFE CHIDISH BASTARDS WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO. GO ROLL INTO A DARK HOLE AND STAY THERE. :)

Seriously dude.

2010-01-16T07:29:00.000-08:00

Why am I posting so effing much when school has started and Im meant to be mugging ARGH.

THIS BLOG SHALL BE CLOSED. BYE.

Moving on. I dont know why Im having these Emo Swings. Its like, mood swings but I drift in and out of emo-ness. Wait... Emo is a mood right. Uhh, I guess that means Im having mood swings. Uh yea. Lets do this over again

Moving on. I dont know why Im having these MOOD swings. Its like, Im doing my work or something then suddenly I feel like OMG LIFE SUCKS and I start thinking how life sucks or something.

Anw, Bye.

2010-01-16T02:29:00.001-08:00

I do think about you everyday :) :(

2010-01-12T06:50:00.000-08:00

Some S35 girls and guys really sucks.

Really really sucks.

I mean come on, its my life and our business, dont go make a mountain out of a moleehill. Yea sure you wanna bridge gaps by taking away 3 hours that we have in a week when you guys are all in the same class and go through 50 hour weeks together. So GTFO if you dont know anything and stop being bitching about other people being bitchy cause it only goes to show who the real bitches are. Fuck man.

zzz. Im angry for the 2nd time in my life, over an almost identical issue LOL. Screw this and get a life. No wonder she hates VJC.

2010-01-10T03:13:00.000-08:00

Schools starting! LIKE FINALLY! yahoo. Lets all steel our minds so that we can turn into mugging machines(fail) that will mug 24/7(fail) and get staights As!(fail). New year resolutions are as follows...

1. Stop playing computer games (failed)
2. Stop thinking about girls (failed)
3. Stop dreaming with the notes in front of me (failed)
4. Go onto msn less often (failed)
5. Accomplish 1/10 of mugging goals (passed)

I wonder which stalker still visit this blog :) cmon dont be shy, tag on the tagboard:)

I hope I'm not being made use of. If so, then burn. In the firey depths :)

Uhh yea. Cant help being emo huh. Time to prepare for school!

2009-12-06T01:16:00.001-08:00

whoo!

Parents have gone off to turkey for holiday! Yayness I have the home all to myself!
... apart from the fact that my aunt is at my house taking care of me -.- Oh man so wasted. All the fun I could have brought home! ermm I mean all the fun I would have outside :P

To celebrate this joyous occasion, I have come up with a series of adrenaline pumping activities to keep myself entertained! Lets check out the agenda for the next 10 days.

Day 1-10
Sleep+eat+play boring games on computer
Cry in boredom
Go crazy and smash my comp
Go ghost hunting/summoning in my bedroom and be too afraid to sleep after that
Ask my good old friend ttkt to come visit me again
Fight my teddy bear(?!)
Bite my teddy bear
Kill my teddy bear
Buy a teddy bear to do the above
Boil water for maggiee mee spammage
Think of stuff to put on this stupid blog

As you can see, I'm really well prepared for the next 10 days so dont worry.

ANYONE WANNA DO ANYTHING ON TUESDAY? Thats the only day which I'm totally alone with no stupid nanny LOL! Sleepover everyone! Now now girls, one at a time XP
haha. Someone please do something with me on tuesday plz, I havent gone out since the holiday started which is the epitome of life-lessness and loser-ness and loner-ness and noob-ness and retarded-ness and bad hair(random). I HAVE THE WHOLE DAY TO BURN! Come on gimme something to do!

I miss school. I really do. Sigh.

Ok, ttkt's here. I'm going to play with my best pal. Whoo! Seeya.

2009-11-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

Hello!

These days, theres only one word that plagues my mind. Its consumes my soul and eats me from within! It sucks the living joy out of everything that I hold dear! Its threatens the very fabric of reality as we percieve it! AHHHHH.

That word is... BOREDOM. Yes, Im so goddamed bored. Please save me. Games no longer sastisfy me. Theres only one thing that could, but thats unattainable. Meh. Why oh why did I desire the summit only to discover that nothing else matters once I came down. Reminds me of an drug addiction. LOL.

Ok enough rambling. Some interesting events that took place in the past week

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Ok. Nothing interesting happened. Whoopie. Countless nights wasted just whiling it away. At least CTMM was there to provide free entertainment haha! "I know how to make u talk for 5 mins" LOLOL. hhhheeeeeelllllloooooooooooooo. You lost the bet for your blog Whoo! lol joking :P

GUYS. WHERE ARE ALL OF YOU. EXAMS ARE OVER AND NO ONE COMES ONLINE TO TALK TO. Damn. Anymore of this and I'll be reduced to watching bad korean dramas, or even worse HK dramas (sry siling LOL).

Hope holidays gets better. Sigh emo-time

2009-11-17T23:44:00.000-08:00

Hello to whoever my dedicated fan is, whom is reading this dead blog.

Today's an emo day.

My hair - For goodness sake, my hair somehow looks bad no matter what I do to it. I've gotta have the worse hands in the world cuz my wax doesnt style my hair the way i want it. If only there was a gel that worked like water, cuz I want my hair to look just like after I've bathed, but I just dont seem to get that effect. Bad hair day, everyday :)

Intra-personal-clash-of-stupid-irritating-emotions-feelings-thoughts
My mind disagrees with my heart. Whoopie-de-doo.

I wanna crawl into a hole and stone. Alternatively the spaceship idea sounds great too.

Erm. Yea thats it for today. Whats up with me being emo. I dunno. Before writing this, I had planned alot of interesting funny stuff to write about with the usual occasional funny content. But this white bland textbox which I am typing weird black things in is such a downer. Its like a dementor sucking my happiness and making me write emo stuff O.o. "Dieeeeeeee" says the textbox.

Woah ok that was epic random. I'm kinda nuts now. See ya LOL

2009-11-16T12:05:00.000-08:00

Sigh.

Sigh..

Sigh...

Its happening again. Disappointed. Die kenneth!

Blah. Its 5am now. Im bored. Its tuesday morning. School starts at 12pm lol. BORED.

short post ftw(for the win).

2009-10-26T05:47:00.001-07:00

DEAD BLOG!

Erm hi. I seriously dont know what to blog about nowadays. Last time I had lots of complains and emo-ish times, thus the large number of posts. Now its like yay boringg again.

Let me see. I have a new sister since a few days ago! CTMM! and KKTK has been changed to KKKK LOL. I just love the 0 used in the last to words it makes it sound so twit-tish. LOL. And lousy CTMM go change your sim card or else I will keep thinking you suddenly dao me for no reason. LOL!

I did a flash movie for my OP presentation that looks rather cute and quaint, but I have no idea how to upload it :( Its about how my system recycle water. If anyone wanna see my masterpiece, just tell me on msn and I'll send it to you!! haha :P

Lifes pretty boring right now. Well, the agenda for the rest of the year is pretty exciting though, stay alone for 1 week, 2 chalets, outing with CTMM(lol!), 1 more chalet next year. Bad thing is its OP now and we're all stuck at home again. Bummer.

See ya world! I hav nothing interesting to say this time! I should just shut down my blog for good zzz. Boring shit.

2009-10-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

LOLOLOL PLEaSE WATCH THIS RETARDED VIDEO

LOLOLOL I SWEAR THIS IS DAM SENSELESS BUT DAM FUNNY. THE VOICE IS DAM EPIC MAN. HIIIII MY NAMES ELIZA, MMMMM HMMM, UHHH HUHHH.

Havent been blogging much. Kinda bored of it i guess. AND OH DOTA! Once upon a time i was a noob who died like 20 times and people ask me to elave game cuz i keep giving the enemy free exp and free gold. BUT NOW I KILL 48 AND DIE 4 TIMES LOLOL. Can you comphrehend that pro-ness?! Its like 5 players vs 5 players and i keep killing their entire team without me dying. Whoo i rock. Ok nvm.

Bye!

2009-10-13T03:02:00.001-07:00

Hello!

Its been quite awhile since I've posted. Anw, here an LOLOL VIDEO FOR EVERYONE TO SEE

Look at the right side first which is the original, but its Freaking Funny! Her dancing sucks like hell, watch out espically at 0.35, 0.45 and 1.15! Des called the first one the sawing groin motion, the second one was broken stomach/stomache and the last one is dunno what LOL. And the chorus where she starts hanging on the cage and goes AH WOOOO. and huff puff huff puff LOL. HAHA SHAKIRA EPIC FAILS. AND GUESS WHAT, THE SONG IS IN TOP 10 IN AMERICA! Along with the stupid miley cyrus song made in usa or something, which sounds super boring, Americans have bad taste zzz.(lololol sorry cor but her songs are REALLY BORING. esp this one, the most boring song I've heard from her so far, at least the others were so-so :P)

Oh anw, the left hand side part of the video is the spoof with a guy, and omg hes dam accurate. But its kinda gay watching him dance though LOL. Everyone I showed this video to lol-ed like crazy, the video is funny like crap although shes trying to be sexy. Sorry fail!

What else to say.. Hmm oh ya as usual, open house in VJC FAILED, so many extra goodie bags and lousy turnout, and once again excess manpower. slack in igloo ftw whoo! lol. The year has passed so fast, soon there will be no more sai kang in CTC lolol.

lalala. Gotta start doing PW! I'm kinda excited for PW, actaully only the OP part, cuz thats when I get to make my flash movies to make the stuff more cool and nice! Ok i dont really like memorising scripts but its still ok. Must get A for PW! argh.

Ok, I'm kinda out of stuff to write, dunno why i have so little to say. Anw, I'll end of with a little sick joke then! LOL

Guy: Do you know what would look good on you?
Gal: What?
Guy: Me.

LOLOL. fail. OK BYE!

2009-10-05T10:55:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Promos are over. Whoo.

Why am I feeling so f-ing bored. I played my computer game for like 3 hours and I was thinking omg if I play another round of dota I am gonna puke.

Then I went to play gb with des, which was mildly entertaining.

Even now to me going out seems rather bland as its always the same old. The only thing that would entertain me is a chalet, which wouldn't happen anw.

Man, life just feels so bleak and hopeless. You know I even took out my bio notes to read thru again cuz I found it more exciting.

Des told me this is a classic example of depression. YES I feel depressed I dunno why and dam emo. I've hypothesized that it was becuz this year I experienced something much more fufilling and nourishing to the mind and spirit that gave much greater joy that now all the things which used to appeal now don't. I was installing my fav wow and was thinking, omg, I don't really wanna play this actually.
Now, if only I could experience it again lol. But I don't think I can, cuz nth appeals me much anymore, fantasies crumble into memories, and comparisions propogates feelings of inferiorty.

Oh well, I hope my emo feelings are only temporary. Exam blues you could call it LOL. Wait, that doesn't make sense. Well I don't freaking care cuz I am bored of blogging now and thus it shall also stop.

2009-10-02T02:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!

I cant believe its friday! It seems like yesterday when I was preparing my essay for GP. That reminds me, I feel damm sad for GP, cuz I chose a topic that could easily go out of point juz cuz i was scared to pick science and religion. I regret like hell, my points are imba shit, can easily get 35 marks or more those kind sigh. I shall outline it here cuz I feel dam frustrated LOL.

"Science and Religion are at war" is a misstatement. Comment (or something likethat)

Counterpoint

The fundamentals of science contradicts religion - empirical evidence, data analysis, research, needs prove ect. Religion is a personal belief, based on faith, personal experience that is not quantitative or qualitative. Hence there is tension.

Science refutes religion, claims that since ancient history, religion has been used as a tool to control the masses into following whatever ideology a group wants. Form of propoganda used by the powerful church to sway decisions and influence the mind of comomn people to make them follow their words, makes them powerful. Eg. church bruning witch, condemn scientist that goes against their religion like galleio and the heliocentric concept.(spelling fail). Science also finds religion a waste of emotional effort and time, meaningless to believe in something that is not there

Religion strongly opposes the advancement of science, esp in todays day and age, where MORAL EUGENICS is a pressing issue. plastic survey, gene treatment, artificial insemination blah blah all aginst nature, deny gods wishes. blah blah. science leads to death and destruction, atom bomb, global warming. Blah blah

Stand - Not at war

Many discoveries, made causes concepts in religion to evolve, making it a dynamic. Religion accepts the new discovery and incoperate them in the search for better understanding of the world. Eg. Darwin evolution concept now taught in accordance with the god made the world in 7 days. Some sci discoveries are neutral, doesnt go aginst religion anw, such as newton law of blah blah, only serves to better understand the world

Religion and science can go hand in hand, many established scitist are religious. Different purposes,sci to understand our world and universe, religion gives spiritual and emotional solace. people need both in order to be a wholesome individual, to live in this complex constantly evolving world.

I cant remember the last point, but i rmb that it was a very very strong point that made me chose to make my stand on the not at war side. lol oh well.

FINALLY GOT IT OFF MY CHEST. I hate myself. Should have done this lor sure get good content marks :( Was influenced by des 40 marks essay then take globalization LOL.

ANW, that maths today was fun, it was the easiest paper i've done so far, the 1st paper where i could do ALL the questions, like no stucks at all. plus i finished 40 mins earlier and check again and again lolol. I FOUND OUT I LOST 1 MARK AHHH! LOL. ok nvm. Should be able to get A ba unless by some unseen force all my answers were actually wrong. LOL. i think will get around 80 ba, 20 marks for fully careless mistakes LOL.

BIO NOW. I trying to beat kundan's speed! lolol i studied mid years topic in abt 2.5 hours. No tutorials yet of cuz. Anw i dunno why people say bio need to study alot, true there is alot, but you one go choing can easily finish. Its the answering that always kills anw. Like i remember in IP i can remember the exact phrasing and page and diagram on each and every page of the bio book but i still sometimes get B or even C. So, studying isnt much use. Must choing tuts and TYS lol. i dunno why S38 u all so siao so many As haha, it wasnt hard but they mark so strictly, lose so many mark cuz 1 term isnt there.

ANW BYE!

2009-09-30T11:01:00.000-07:00

OMG DES

I just came up with a brilliant rendition of Boom Boom Pow! Pertaining to our favourite Ris LOL. Here we go!

Fergie's verse

I've got that BOOMZ BOOMZ POWZ
English speak I dunno HOW
When I'm feeling so NAWTHY
Wear clothes that shout out MIII
The year's two thousand and eight
I like anything RAD
I've got that bi-po-lar, want to steal cre-dit cards!

GOTTA GET THAT BOOMZ BOOMZ BOOM
(Repeat all the way)

LOL its INGENIUS RIGHT? Every line make sense and I made it rhyme too! Excrpt the nawthy and mii, I need to tell the story after all. Rad supposed to rhyme with eight lol can la.
Anw the "the years two thousand and eight" supposed to show her fail blurness(reminds me of a certain someone :p) and the last part "goota get that boom boom boom" is cuz the bipolar acted up and she wants to start stealing, so she starts repeating gotta get that boom boom LOL. SMART RIGHT. I'm sure ure laughing like hell! I thought up of this in the bus home today cuz nth better to do LOL. The best thing is that I retold the whole saga in like a few lines of lyrics, and it actually into the beat of the song! Try singing it LOL. Woot we have a new song to sing along to!

Anw, promos are zooming by, how sad. LOL. Eh corliss, if you still read this blog, rmb to gunbound after promos arh! If you can even install that is LOL. Then I can pwn you LOL. Shall name my new character corisnoob! Sounds catchy too!

And I almost gave up on operation ACTPRO, but there's hope now! LOL des will we ever tell her. We must! It might be dam freaky though HAHA. ACTPRO's dual meaning seriously fits the situation haha, another ingenious idea of mine!

Pam LOL we shd like, go stand in the rain one day, just for fun. I know that lang gao yus got no shelter from rain usually but I'll just accompany you HAHA. You really like water a lot don't you(drain,rain,swimming pool). Ok I know what to get for your birthday. Like a truck full of mineral water/drain water or something. Or just dunk you in the koi pond or drain :)

Erm ok what else. Its 230 am now and dam hot again. Ok enough blogging time to continue with maths. I'll end off with another joke!

A woman went to a slimming doctor. "What was the heaviest you ever weighed?"
"80 kg"
"The lightest?"
" Huh? 2.5 kg..."

LOL hope you got the joke, some with lesser intellect may not be able to comphrehend the complexity of the cynacism that the omnipotent being has determined to entrench within his speech that defies all senses of the logical mind. Whew ok. In other words, you might not get it.

Bye! Boom boom boommmzzz

2009-09-28T12:45:00.000-07:00

Whoo. I think I'm going crazy.

I was mugging chem at 2am when suddenly there was like this super huge downpour outside my house. So I went out and it was so awesome, the feel of cool wind blowing you in this freaking hot weather. Then I kinda lost it and went and stood in the rain LOL.

It was kinda fun/cool, I haven't done that since I was like, 3 or whatever. Then I kinda climbed out of my gate(cuz it was locked and I was lazy to open it), in the heavy downpour! Then I like, walked down the road a little in the middle of late night in the rain O.o if any of my neighbours saw a figure walking down the road in the middle of the night in the rain LOL it would be dam scary.

Ok I know it sounds kinda weird and creepy but I assure you that its dam nice lol! Apart from the fact that I have a blocked nose now, it was just good fun and really enjoyable. Takes the stress away!

Ok I admit it I'm crazy.

Anw! Today I had a really lol sms sent to desiree! Shall post it here.

Des:eh there are some pebbles here at the catus garden! Should I take them? Is it stealing?

Me:YES IT IS STEALING. Stealing is wrong and thy shall be punished! For god is OMNIPRESENT!
ya ok just take it

Ok it doesn't sound that funny now but it was freaking funny at that time and des said she giggled(wtf) when she was reading it lolol. Everyone let's imitate des wheezing-giggling sound! Germ u can do it HAHA.

Anww, why isn't there anyone tagging anymore xcept des. Cmon man I need to FEEL THE LOVE. Tag! Haha. Ok. Its like 4 am and I should like, sleep. Like, now.

And I dunno why I am so addicted to this now but here goes

BOOMz!

2009-09-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

Oh so hot.

No- its not me, its ****ing weather. Wtf its 33 degrees today. And my stupid body sucks, when I turn on the air con, my nose gets blocked and blocked sucks more than feeling hot.. Its 2 am now and still 33 degrees! Ahhh I'm like freaking hot now lol and I like some stratified layers of rock or something. Sweat, air con, off, sweat new layer, cycle continues LOL.

Ok dude that's too much info lolol. Econs sucks ttm, I have completely no idea how I am going to do in the exams. Man why didn't I take some easily pwnable subject like geog haha. At least des finds it hard too, but when she says that she will get A in the end LOL.

Ok, since its exam time and everyone is stressed, I'll write some jokes!

A boy asked the musuem owner how old the dino bones were.
"351 years, 3 months and 1 day old" the musuem owner said
"Wow science can date it back so accurately?"
"No, the sign accompanying the bones said it was 350 million years old when I started working here... And that was 1 year, 3months and 1 day ago"

A mobster found out his deaf underling had stolen his money. He got an an intepreter and confronted the deaf guy.
"Tell him where the money is or he'll blow your brains"using sign language
"Ok I give up! I buried it under the tree at my home!"
The intepreter then turned to the mobster and told him "he said you are a coward and wouldn't dare to pull the trigger."

A chicken cutlet walked into a bar.
"Sorry we don't serve food"said the bartender

LOL ok that's enough. I dunno what's up with me today, I feel so dead. Where my usual humour zzz. Must be the weather. Time to sleep. btw I recently have a new pastime when I'm bored, I take my sister 5 megapix cam phone and start zi pai-ing. Lol! Epic fail zi lian. My hairs not that bad actually! Ok enough go and sleep. Bye.

2009-09-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Hello world! Posting for the 3rd day in a row! wow I must be really bored from mugging zzz. Anws, just a quick post on my newest favourite song haha.

Its a korean song! Lol. Anyway, I love this song because of course the music, the lyrics, and the video haha! My favourite part is the beginning where that weird girl is jumping up and down and the guy is eating the banana LOL. Rewind-ing ftw. The video is kinda cool in that sense, quite interesting to watch the story get told backwards. And its cool when they throw something and they look as if they are catching it cuz its backwards lol (the chair + ball). Ok I'm so going to make a similar kind of video after promos. I'll go eat a banana or something and make it look as though as I'm reattaching the banana LOL!

I've been listening to this song for awhile now since my sister kept playing her list of stupid kroean songs, and I never realised what the lyrics meant until yesterday. Then I was like LOL, hey I went through this before. EVEN PARTS OF MY EMO POEMS ARE IN THERE, and I didnt even understand the song before. Ok not word for word but the essence is. Like Epik Wow. Ok fail joke. LOL. My sister said I looked abit like the main guy who was eating the banana, lol coincidence much? Wait till my hair grows and I'll look more like him HAHA. If only time could reverse just like the video :)

Ok dude. Time to log off. EVERYONES PONNING SCHOOL SO I SHALL TOO. tata

2009-09-21T23:14:00.000-07:00

Wow, I'm posting alot recently. Ok Quick post, quick post, then back to the mugging table.

Dont worry, I've accepted your reason of being the most epic blur queen of the 21th century, and I believe that after seeing your usual behaviour. I might not totally understand, but I am mostly ok. Today was another very blur action too! Haha epic blur. But I just need to factor in the blurness and then everything would like, make sense, LOL.

Now on to despo, LOL YES YOU SHOULDNT HAVE TOLD ME. Now I will purposely kachiow you about it!!! HAHA! Too bad she's already taken or else I can gang up to fake you HAHA. Operation ACTP(try guessing the meaning LOL). I wont tell dont worry. But I will purposely act AHAHA. Dunno why but i just feel like aggravating you:)

Erm ok, what else to blog about. Oh yes, I cut my hair yesterday. BAH I hate that freaking hairdresser. It was some auntie that look like those kinda fierce scold hokkien vulguarties kind(and it a salon, supposed to be better quality haircut de). To make the ensuing conversation comprehensible, I shall just summarise it in english(instead of the long string of broken chinese sentences with wrong sounds LOL). So ya she didnt want to cut layer for me cuz she insisted that sch dont allow it and that i will come back to ask for recut or some shit, so i cut normal slope, and she even wanted to cut my freaking fringe cuz she say its too long for sch. Wtf man i pay you to cut my hair just do it and quit yakking. I think she thought i was some sec sch beng or something LOL.
There goes my nice hair AHHH. I really thought my previous hair was really good lor. You might not believe it, but I recieved more attention more a few girls during that period(LOL not telling, des!)

OK ENOUGH BACK TO MUGGING. AND PAM, GO SWIM IN THE SIDEBAR>>>
YOU IN SWIMMING CCA RIGHT I'M SURE YOU PREFER MY SIDEBAR OVER THE DRAIN! GO! DO NOT!(argue)! LOL. you can now go and repeat (lang gao yu) to yourself due to your limited vocab. LOL. Pun(?) INTENDED DES :))))

EDIT EDIT: I FORGOT TO ADD SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT
"My stomach feels empty, Damn hungry!"
"Ok come I dissect you"
"I think I have a premarital baby!"
"OK COME I DISSECT YOU HAHAHA"
"Walau my muscles are aching dam painful"
"OK I DISSECT YOU LOL"

LIMITED VOCAB/IDEAS PAM. FAIL LOL. I know u wanna be doctor, BUT STILL! DO NOT!

2009-09-18T10:14:00.000-07:00

LOL, ok, so everything I believed in wasnt even there... Hmm ok 2 words, EPIC BLUR. LOL. I'm sure its not because I'm a greenhorn, rather its the incomprehensible blurness. Wait, does that mean I'm still stuck at level 1. LOL well that sucks :P

Hey the last post i made was supposed to be like, the last post on this. Dumb shit stop posting. Anyway, I just watched UP on DVD(lol woots so fast) and man I actually almost cried/teared over a freaking cartoon in the first 5-10 mins! But lol the noobish fat boy and not-so-ugly-after-all girl romance is seriously damn heartwarming. I'll try to find the first 10 mins or make that short clip and post it on my blog, like manybe after promos lol. If only. LOL.

I'm happy today, cuz it rained and for the 1st time in a few goddamed weeks I can mug without coming out covered in sweat. Like whoo! Plus, for once I finally like my hair which looks semi-decent, but my mum keeps nagging me to cut it cuz she says its very thick and long, (whereas silingzawr said "this called long meh" LOL) so I gotta lose it before the promos starts anw. NOOOO. Cant I keep my hair to go out and not waste its prime on some stupid promo. Darn you! lol.

And, I seriously have no time to mug, like full bio syllabus in 2 or 3 weekdays isnt enough I'm sure. 1 subject down, 3 more to go in less than a week. WOW. I need to start doing all the TYS like now. Here I come 10-hours-mugging-to-7am streak. Stop blogging and start mugging. chop chop. Bye world! AND AFTER PROMOS, LETS PARTY!!!

2009-09-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hello, I havent been blogging for awhile.

I've kinda gotten over it, so I'll just vent out all the stupid bottled up crap inside of me so that I can like, leave it behind.

ok, where to start.

Yes I'm disappointed, I never thought you were that kind of a person. Dont say there was nothing, I did not infer, you laid it out, you were explicit. I embraced it, committed myself to it. You didnt. Its not okay to lead someone on, then have a change of heart. It wasnt official, but the things that were said wasnt merely platonic.

OK so some guy held her and that was it. SO WHAT, GROW UP KENNETH.

YES OK, I HAVE. Normal to fail the very first one, ok so quest failed, whoohoo, gained experience points, level up(lol des). Lesson learnt, moved on. Pain and Sorrow and Hatred and Sympathy and Empathy and Regret form a mesh that keeps me and hold me back. Well I've freed myself finally.

As the saying goes, Its better to have loved and lost, rather than to have not loved at all.

What utter rubbish is that. THAT IS THE STUPIDEST THING I've heard.

I did experience the purest most primitive form of joy, better than picking some epic rare 0.001% drop from bosses, or reaching level 80, or getting As or those kinda rubbish.
But also the most heart-wrenching pain. No comparisions here.

Ok, thats it. This is the very last post on this matter. Sorry for all the angst, but I need to leave it behind, and just continue on my path. Whoo. Ok, level 3 here I come.

I'm not emo anyomre btw! Its jsut a post that has been waiting-in-line to be posted, and this is the time to finally end it all. yayness. Bye!

2009-09-07T05:48:00.000-07:00

LOL HI.

I've uploaded the Maths rap I did with des and germ last year for some stupid IP project. GO LISTEN TO IT LOL. See the little play button at the right hand on top of the fish thingy? Ya go play it haha, sorry it looks abit noob but i cant be bothered doing a proper music player for just 1 "song" HAHA.

Listen to des and germ bored voice ahahaha. And the middle part cant be heard cuz its my voice and i kinda quick forwarded it so that it would sound like a chipmunk "supposed to be hip/funny like the akon loney song, but failed in both areas:P" Sorry, wont let you all hear the original version where i sung slowly and deeply with my low and sexy voice :O Anw, if you cant hear the lyrics of the song just look below, its a whole load of rubbish now that i think you it. How did i ever come up with such shit LOL. Super dumb when I'm was doing it, like log a A equal 1, log a 0 equals none~ and my mum was lol-ing at me when i was doing it.

And guess what! our song even made it to IP OPEN HOUSE HAHA. kktk da rapper is in da house! wass'up dawg? lulz.

What you know about Log?
What you know about Log?
What you know about Log?

Hey
Using Log we all can
Solve log problems by times, add, divide, subtract
In V14
Where I’m studying all my Logs at

What you know about Log?
What you know about Log?
What you know about Log?
I know all about Log

Solving Log problems its real easy cause of Log laws
Power, product, quotient, change of base, Log and the constant

What you know about Log?
What you know about Log?
What you know about Log?
I know all about Log

Log a base a equals one, Log 1 base a equals none
Log y base a to be defined, there are three requirements
y must be more than none
a must be more than none
a must not be a one
Or else it’s undefined
Starting with power law
Log x to r base a
Is r log x base a
For real numbers of r
Its time for product law
Log x y base a is
Log x base a and add
Log y base a’s easy
Proceed to quotient law
Log x slash y base a
Equals log x base a
Minus log y base a
Lastly the Change of base
Log b base c equals
Log b base c over
Log a base c its done

Using Log we all can
Solve log problems by times, add, divide, subtract
In V14
Where I’m studying all my Logs at

What you know about Log
What you know about Log
What you know about Log
I know all about Log
When you have a constant you change it~ to a log form
C equals to log a power k base a its easy
What you know about Log
What you know about Log
What you know about Log

On an entirely different topic, I must stop lying. And hiding my true emotions. But how can I? Its for the greater good.

ITS TOO EXPLICIT AHHH. CLOSE YOUR EYES KENNETH.

close your eyes to you.

2009-09-02T01:47:00.000-07:00

I've heard many love songs this year, alot of them were intro-ed to me by various people. I'm thinking of making a pastiche video of all my favourite meaningful lyrics that I derived from the songs and link it together. Des and Germ LOL fail maths rap. Maybe I'll sing out the whole thing! It'll be pretty cool I think(lol kw will do his amitabah sign now).

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I'd do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright
With you?

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

You're Beautiful
Untouched
9 Crimes(the teachers day dance song, love "is that allllrighhhhttt" and rayan does his dance solo LOL)
Break Even
The Man who cant be moved

Lulz I wasted 20 mins doing this.
"Omg wth kenneth?"
I already studied 2 hours for chem so shut up conscience LOL.
"dude go and study moar"
Yea whatever dude, I'm going, I'm going.

Anyway, I think that this would be a masterpiece! Muwahaha. Ok video editing time after promos to show my poweress. For those IP people who studied Lit/LA with me, try to find the underlying contextual meaning that me, the author, has placed in this text, I've left the goddamed clues inside so go find it yourself. FOR I AM GOD. At least in the author-god theory.
Btw pam, sorry for making you get caught by the lecturer LOL. He's seriously a bastard. 1st lecture so kaopei LOL. You watch out arh.
P.S I'm going to post up the maths rap I did with des and germ in IP maths project! when i figure out how to haha. OMG going to be so dam funny.

"Promos is in 25 days time!"
Oh Shut up.

2009-08-30T11:01:00.000-07:00

Lol,I didn't really want to say this, but corliss, you encapsulated everything I wanted to whine about to you LOL, apart from some minor details.
Especially the part about hope,when you were so receptive haha
I've made similar post before but never found the courage to post it up lol.
Well at least I wont have to shout it out here.

Its pretty ironic don't you think. Like some paying it forward thingy, but in a negative sense haha. I wonder if I caused pain to someone too, cuz I suspect I did too lolol. What a tragic circle. Epic-ness. Life's such a joke lol.

Aww man look what your post did, it made me feel emo again HAHA.ok not emo not emo.

But don't worry, I've put it behind me, and its great just befriending and knowing you. I hope you would be able to do the same with yours and move on too haha. Like the many who comforted me, I would do the same and be your pillar of support in the burning heartache the ensues. LOL EPIC CHEESY-NESS. My my don't I sound desperate HAHA. But I don't have a hidden agenda so don't worry lol.

ok its 2am I better sleep. Teachers day tmr boo. Hope I don't screw up the backstage arrangement lolol. Stay strong, don't fall sick :) promos will end sooner than you know it. AND YOU WILL NOT RETAIN LOL CHILL!

2009-08-29T04:49:00.000-07:00

Promos are coming soon, 27 days or less I think.
That means I dont even have a week for each subject! Ahhh!
I havent been doing my tutorials lol damn. Still in lala mode

And I was randomly browsing through my phone songs. Then I came across the Man Who Cant Be Moved. And I was like, wth, this song is so totally representative. I didnt realise it even though I can remember the lyrics of the whole song now and I love singing it to you guys(LOL DES, I'm sure everyone love to hear me sing anw:P). Well, I wont camp in the LT LOL(if you guys can still remember the remix I did with the song HAHA), but its still such a sad song and I am feeling sad now. LOL. i dunno why i keep laughing when i said i feel sad. Emotion overload?

And i realised i like to keep calling people dude nowadays. Like just now I was in popular with my mum, then she was shopping for stupid revision books when i already have so many, so i was like "dude lets go man". Then my mum was like "Dont dude me, boy" LOLOL. Then there was like a guy and a girl around my age near us then they were like O.o epic haha.

Ok time to *try to* mug. Hope I dont get distracted by YOU-KNOW-WHO LOL. That phrase is seriously stupid, like some childish phrase youknowwhoooo! lol ok bye.

2009-08-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

SPA is over woot.

And I am stuck at home again:(

It was raining outside my house, and I didnt bring my umbrella. So I basically walked like 500 metres in the goddamned heavy rain. I tried running it only got my pants soaked due to the ankle deep puddles that I splashed in. Whoo I'm soaked.

I always cant find people to go out with zz. This whole year i only went out on 1 real outing. sigh. Monday teachers day go out please? anyone? haha <--- desperate ttm lolol

Anw, seriously, screw you. Sorry for the language, BUT ARGH, SERIOUSLY. No wonder bad stuff keeps happening to you. Maybe its your just desserts. I dont understand it that well, BUT STILL. Its very irresponsible and omg, its like right out of the movies! I've watched and read 100s of those situations and it never expected to see it happen in real life. Lol, my lifes been like a drama these past few months. zzz.

Oh and haha corliss, you seriously need to go for a checkup. I'm sure theres some weird underlying disease you have. SERIOUSLY. Normal people dont vomit daily and get sore throat every other day, or have cramps like, every single week consecutively lol. You lead a sad life. Dont suddenly faint in school or something, VJC cursed with 1 death every year... ok wtf nvm. Touch wood.

Des Thanks for always being there, although I say I hate you/dislike you every single day and insult you, you know that deep down inside, I mean every one of those words:) LOL HAHA. Love it when you start getting happy then you go wtf you suck bitch, I'm gonna ***** your b****.

Ok, I'm feeling kinda pissed now, so I shall stop here. Btw, I'm sure some of you who know me better would've guessed what I'm so pissed about. LOL.

Its all a facade.

On another note, des you asked me, are you sure its the one. I want to say no, but I cant. Damn. Even after all that. Therefore I shall reserve the last sentence for a very special someone which I hate the most in my life.

Fuck you Kenneth. You suck like shit.

2009-08-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

It hurts.

I thought I would be able to laugh it off, pretend that nothing happened.After all, nothing did happen.

But,
Why do these images flash through
my mind.
Happy memories that now bring me sorrow
It floods my mind
And drowns my heart.

The salvation?
Distraction.
But I can't distract myself
When I sleep.
Sweet dreams leave a bitter taste
When I awake from my slumber
It aches

Begone. The exorcism has begun.
But its not for a demon, but for an angel
Who stole something of mine.
For my mind will be cleansed, as time washes you away

Warning: poems are for dramatisation. Don't read too much into it. Don't worry guys:)

2009-08-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

I'm taking a haitus.

A holiday.

An emotional holiday

To relieve my mind

I'll wander into the moonlit sky

Into the twilight.

And let the vortex consume me

Cause only there do I experience stillness

And peace, and quietness

My heart that is plagued by you

Will savour the calmness

And I will awaken to a brand new day:)

My blog is getting unpopular. I'm posted quite interesting stuff leh. Why no one wanna read LOL. Oh wells. READ AND TAG. i shall put a view count lol.

Sulin's Farewell party

2009-08-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hello! Germaine finally uploaded the pictures from Sulin's farewell party thingy, so I shall make a blog post about it, for those who didnt turn up at least you know what happened haha! lol prepare for lots of photos!

So basically, we planned to meet at like 5, I ended at 340-ish, so there was alot of time to do nothing. And nothing always equals to camwhore session zzz. Anw I just realised this photo was taken with the 4 people i hung out most with during last year! BFF photo LOL. Good to know that we're all still together and havent drifted apart haha.

Then we went to some Coffee House or something like that, dont remember the name, its beside Cafe Cartel at Siglap there. This is the photo of my SIGNATURE WINK LOL(which i wrote about in the last post). Too bad the surprise smile was not included hahaha. KW was doing the stroke patient version of it LOL. The wink was meant to be suductive... oh well LOL. See stump is flattered by my wink LOLOLOL. EPIC FAIL HAHA.

Wink No.2!Germ looks like a shy girl haha! Trying to move away from the two guys squashing her O.o. I tell you I was dam popular that day, everyone wants to take photo with me HAHA. This one doesnt look so good though.

Lol germ looks like shy again LOLOL. I think I look dam gay in photos. ARGH. And my CTC badge is forever screwed in the wrong direction. Stupid badge stop rotating LOL.

Down the table group photo!

Me and my small boi friend Marcus Tan LOL. Marcus smile really like small boi big smile lol. My fat looks dam fat for some reason over here. CORLISS! PLASTIC SURGERY/LIPO LOL. Btw, marcus I want my fringe to be that length too sia wth stupid hairdresser better not cut it away this time.

Ok this was supposed to be the Veronicas pose like in the Untouched MV, but there were 3 of us so... Me and Des had the "seductive" look on us at least(ok u can vomit now), but sulin just burst out laughing hahahaha. She looks like some happy cat or something LOLOL. Look at her face man ahahaa.

GERM'S 12.5 MEGAPIXEL CAMP ROCKS LA. THIS WAS TAKEN IN NIGHT MODE WITHOUT ANY FLASH OR WHATEVER. Super clear and nice contrast la. Too bad alot of us were semi moving so cant see the face properly.

Ok then! The post has come to end. Btw, if you wanan comment u can press the comment button below the post, dont flood the tagboard ok i want to like, be able to store the comments and not just in cbox and let it get flooded away. haha. Ok Its like 145am now OMG too engrossed in this blogging. Gotta sleep early for maths tmr! LOL ok bye!

EMO post.

2009-08-17T01:07:00.000-07:00

hi. Today i will make an emo post.
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bye.

LOL. ok i'm not really emo now actually. Bored as usual. And I feel very conflicted, I keep thinking about the same thing over and over again. About you. And whether you refers to me. I dont suppose so. Oh well. Ok this did ended up as an emo post. bye.

lolololol.

Btw, Germ faster upload the photos somewhere leh. I didnt get to see much of the photos you took that day. Wheres my wink! LOL. Killer wink sia LOLOLOLOL. Gimme something to spruce up my blog with! (assuming people dont vomit first)

Guide to a Geisha - Stop a man with 1 look.
step 1 - Surprise smile!
step 2 - EXEGGERATED/SPASTIC/SPASMIC WINK

Sure kill. I should do a video guide. HAHA. ok signing off. Maths tmr! And I'm not happy because we're learning P&C(which is also something to be happy about lol, love the way people go huh when they first learn it, lol saddist)

2009-08-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hello!

The last post was a video about Charlie, so this time I'll post my favourite song/MV! lol!

Untouched by the Veronicas! Haha. For all my friends who know me, I dont listen to music alot, but I saw this song performed on the Miss USA thingy(not that i watch that boring thing, just caught a glimpse of it lol). And i dunno i just love it. The tune and violin and part rock part pop pastiche culture of the postmodernism era. LOL. And the singers are kinda hot, with their thick mascara LOL. The guy also quite cool sia, his hair rocks. (lol my hair...) Weird video one moment they kissing the guy then they suddenly like les and hold each other hands lol. Guy two time so they find each other?! lol. Btw see corliss, Miley Cyrus/Hanna Montana is so not pretty comparatively haha. But you win :)

Sorry I dont have much to blog about nowadays. Nothing humourous to make my avid fans(LOL) laugh. Well when i feel like it i will post funnier stuffs. Bye!

(First 4 verses are the nicest part of the song:) They kinda apply to me too.

I go oooh oooh, you go ahh ahh
lalalala, lalalala
I can, la la, lalala, lalala
I wanna wanna wanna, ge-get what I want, dont stop

Gimme gimme gimme what you've got got
Cuz I cant wait wait wait, any-more-more
Dont even think about the consequences
Cause right now youre the only thing thats making sense to me

And I don't give a damn what they say
what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever
never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now need you so much
SomehowI can't forget you Been going crazy from the moment I met you

CHARLIE

2009-08-07T00:11:00.000-07:00

Today's post is dedicated to a video. OMG I LOVE CHARLIE. LOL.

I dunno why but i just LOVE THIS VIDEO. The jokes are so, me. I've used some of them before like the door thingy hahaha.

My favourite lines!

GRAB ON TO OUR TONGUES. Blehp.

we gotta be sneaaaaaaaaaakkkkkky charrlie. sneeaaakkkyyy (moves rubber legs)

charrrlie look out for the blah blah blahs!

Ring Ring. Heeeloo? Ring ring, hello? ring ring, hello? ring ring YOU HAVE A BAD CONNECTION.

THE DOOR CAN SEE INTO YOUR SOULLLL(pupils dilate). Wow it can do all that? haha, no.

AHHHHHHHHHH ITS A WHALE. just a few more steps. AHHHH ITS ANOTHER ONE. its just up ahead.

catfishes noodlefish manta ray stingray, hammerhead.... OMG the rap is so cool LOL. I think some of the names were made up lolol.

Lol anw, I ponned national day celebrations today whoo! My 1st event ponned this year! lol. Anw, I'm kinda worried about prelims in 50 days. I better mug abit. but charlie keeps popping into my mind. argh lol.

And I hope i still stand a chance with you being so into the past :)

Feeling Unfab

2009-08-04T02:51:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Today was feeling fab day! I did kayaking which turned out to be rather boring.

Well the day wasnt supposed to be a good one since anyway cor wasnt going. Anyway, we had to wait for 1 hour till 9 till our bus left school, and it took us super long to get there, cuz we needed to walk there after alighting from the bus. So by the time we reached there it was like, 10plus? Then we had all the usual briefing and usual safety stuff, then we had to lug all our kayaks down to the beach which wasted even more time. By the time we were in the water it was already like 11.

I partnered des, which turned out to be the laziest pig in the whole wide world. DUDE CAN YOU PLEASE PUT THE PADDLE IN THE WATER AND MOVE LOL. like 9/10 of the time i was solo paddling her la, and I had to put up with her "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE BOAT IS GOING TO CAPSIZE" x10000 times everytime a wave came and rocked our kayak precariously (we were kayaking at the sea so the water was kinda choppy). Des was like, paddle 2 or 3 times, then she will put down her paddle and say omg i am sooo tired. wtf man lol. and when she did paddle, she did it soooooooooooo slow that our paddle would collide cuz timing off and make her scream again. so in the end i gave up and just asked her to not paddle at all lol. stupid des LOL.

So then we paddled around for like 5 mins plus, then we had to form up in the middle of the sea by holding each other kayaks and play stupid games, like those kind of stand up on ur boat and sing song or cheer and those kinda rubbish. In fact, we spent more time doing this kind of lame mid-sea activities as compared to actually kayaking.

At the very last activity, some people had to like, crawl over each other's kayak from one end to another while in a formation. So you can kinda picture this, a whole row of kayaks in the choppy sea and we had to jump from one kayak to another, reach the end, and go to the other end, then go back to your seat. Freaking dangerous la since the kayaks were kinda slippery. So we numbered ourselves from 1 to 40 plus and then I was like, oo i hope i get called this looks kinda fun. AND LOL I DID GET CALLED. Me and celine(my classmate) were called, and we were supposed to race to see who could go 1 round and get back to your seat faster, the loser had to stay on and continue playing until he won.

So I was crawling from 1 kayak to another, and it was ******** painful cuz my knees and the kayak were kinda sandy and when u crawl from one kayak to another on your knees, the abrasion is epic sad. LIKE OUCH. and the kayaks were rocking like crazy, i kept slipping. At one part i slipped and grabbed on to the side of a kayak, and at the moment, a wave came and like, bumped all the kayak against one another of my finger was caught between 2 kayaks and it literally smashed my finger. OUCH LA. PAIN LOL. Its still throbbing now.

SO anw, back to the "race", celine of course ahd it worse than me cuz she was a girl, and was crawling dam slowly, and even fell a few times on a kayak. Poor thing lol. SO i crossed to both ends much faster than her, and everyone was like eh let her win must be gentlemanly. haha of course i did, duh, I HOW gentlemanly LOL, I would ahve done it even without them asking. so i sat on the kayak and waited for her to get back to her sit, which was forever, and then since i "lost", i had to compete with another person. Bummer. I WAS GOING TO CALL DES LOL BUT she said alot of scary stuff that she'd do if i called her LOL, and anw the experience was quite bad and it was kinda evil just to call her and see her suffer for fun :P so I just picked a random guy from a kayak, and we raced.

Walau lor the people that were kayaking was asking that guy to lose purposely so that I didnt need to go another round, i mean its only common gentlemanlyness(?) or common courtesy to let me win and go back and he continue the cycle. SO when i heard people calling that guy to let me win i assumed he would and started crawling slowly. When i reached the first end i turned around and was like "OMFG HE IS CRAWLING DAM FAST" obviously he wasnt going to let me win. I was like LOL you piece of shit, then I just suddenly go into rage mode, I actaully stood up on the kayak and jumped from 1 kayak to another, and ran dam fast on it, and all the girls in the kayaks i stood on screamed cuz the impact was rather large i think LOL. so i was like omg omg omg RUNNNN then at the very last sec that guy and me were like dam close to our seats, like an equal number, I i just freaking lept over 2 kayaks and jumped into my seat, AND I WON. HAHA BEAT THAT YOU PIECE OF SHIT. LOL. Anw ya i was congratulated for that exiciting round of competition. Woah i rock man LOL, even when i had such a slow start.

There wasnt any time left, so we headed back to shore at like 1200, which was like omg we only kayaked 1 hour and like only a distance of less than 1 km, what a wasted opportunity. I remember we kayaked for more than 10 km over a few hours in my sec sch camp, I would have wanted that. BUT LUCKILY IT WASNT ANYWAY, SINCE DESIREE WAS A FREELOADER AND I HAD TO KAYAK HER EXTRA WEIGHT. Stupid girl lol. Anw, when we were near to shore, I PURPOSELY CAPSIZED THE BOAT LOL. Whoo, I was like "desiree give me your paddle(cuz i dont trust her to hold on to it and later it will float away)" then i like 3,2,1 FLIP. LOL DAM FUN SIA. Cuz desiree didnt want to get her hair wet, but of course I wouldnt let that happen LOL. After that she was cursing me F*** YOU KENNETH all the way and shouting dam loudy lol! HAHA take that u freeloader :P

After that we had to lug the kayak all the way back to the center and wash it and put it back into place, so waste time. So then we all went to take the bath, and i dunno why but the guys shower was a open shower, that means no cubicle and stuffs so everyone bath in plain sight. So of cuz i just bathed with my shorts on and went to change after that. But got like 1 or 2 guys they were like bathing fully naked LOL. I was walking into the shower area and i was like wtf i see some guys butt. then i err /avoid. LOL. even after that they just change openly when naked so its like erm, abit lol. cause the bathroom is just 1 big room with no partition, so its like you see those 2 guys guan ming zhen da just walk around "show off" LOL. Desiree would have been excited by this LOL.

So that concluded the day, took the bus back to VJ and went out for quick lunch then went home. lol. My arms are kinda aching abit from the solo paddling. Oh well just need to sleep early, dam tired and bored.

Reflections:
1. IT WAS DAM BORING.
2. DESIREE SUCKS
3. DESIREE's SCREAMING SUCKS MORE (lol)
4. I dont really want to see naked guys walking around and changing right beside me LOL.
5. Ziyun said i was quite muscular LOL. First time i hear anyone call my flabby arms muscular.
5. I WISHED YOU CAME
6. I wished you came
7. I wished I kayaked with you
8. I wished I capsized you LOL(ok i wouldnt cuz of your ...)

Wow i didnt know i had so much to write about kayaking. Story telling haha. Ok then, I'm signing off now lol. bye! Remember to join my fanbase! 2 and counting! LOL.

2009-07-31T03:20:00.000-07:00

SHIT I AM BLUR LIKE HELL.

Today, I had to bring home my PW model, which my classmate had so painstankenly made over the week. So I was went into the bus and sat at the 1 person sit(i dunno if u've seen it before, its like a double seat, but one part of it is blocked up.)so i sat there, and put the PW model bag on the floor, and stuck it on floor of the blocked up portion of the seat, which was kinda out of sight.(yea you can guess where this is going zzz) When i reached home. I got down. And happily walked a few steps before thinking:

"wtf, something is wrong. I had to do something important today"
"... OMGWTFBBQ THE MODELS IS STILL ON THE FREAKING BUS"

Then my 135 was like, 100 meters away from the bus stop and driving away.

"omfg omfg omfg its already so far. omfg omfg omfg"
"omg omg i cant run with my stupid bag, omg omg omg"
"omg i cant leave it here or it will get stolen omg omg omg"
"hey there is space at the plants underneath the overhead bridge"

/run /throwbag /run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run /sees bus stop at traffic light /relived /run/run/run/run/run/run/run/run /OMG TRAFFIC LIGHT TURNED GREEN /increase velocity /sees bus stop at the next stop when i am like 200 meters away /panic /cries /curses at my shoes which shoelaces came out /continue running /sees bus stop at traffic junction /happy /run to next bus stop /wait for bus to come /pants like a guy who ran 100km.

AND WHOOOO I GOT ON THE BUS AND GOT MY MODEL. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. You cant believe how happy I was that i finally caught the bus! woah that scene was epic man its like you see in the movies the guy chase after the bus where the girl is on. EXCEPT I CAUGHT THE BUS MWUAHAHAHAH. I rule man i run faster than the bus whoo looks like my training at VJC paid off!(i sometime run after my bus from VJC busstop to the KC busstop if i see it passing at the road when i walk out)

After that I took the bus back to my home and picked up my bag from under the overhead bridge lololol. I was sweating like a dunno what like sweat was pouring off me la LOL. Homeostasis of my blood glucose levels i think i used up all my glycogen LOL. ANW, I am freaking tired now and shall go sleep. Shit cor youre going to call me blur again i think this time i am 10000000x blurer than you. AHHH I SO BLUR. ANW I GOT MY MODEL AND I AM A HAPPY BOY I SHALL NOW REST IN PEACE. BYE.

(p.s btw i only caught the bus cuz it stopped at a traffic light before the 1st bus stop and those kind of 4 way junction later, which gave me about 3 or 4 mins to catch up. Lucky man... lol)

BORING

2009-07-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

Hi. Today. Was. An. Epic.ly. Boring. Day.

First of college day! We did duty at the main gate but apparently the human traffic is 1/100 the expected amount, so much for "you will understand when you see the sudden influx of guests -.-". Then, I did the most productive thing of the day, which was serving drinks(yet again.), which is dumb cuz everyone wants to take it themselves anw.

It ended at around 12. Since I had nothing to do until 4 cuz my original plan with you was cancelled, i went to JR house and slacked, waiting for time to pass. Then at 4, we went back to school and i had to usher for traffic,AGAIN. So we went to the carpark, and like yay, the response was again 1/100 the predicted amount, and i ushered 1 car. yayness. Then we waited until 9, where we did the ultimately fail fundraising activity. Why the heck do they give us so much time to fundraise. Its like, dude, hi do you want to donate, yes no answer. What else do u want us to do lol.

In conclusion, in my day of being out from 7am to 10pm, I ushered 1 parent, ushered 1 car, and got 1 fundraising envelop. Wow talk about excess manpower. I wish there was like no SC or something so we get to achieve more spending that amount of time LOL. I mean VJC is epic fail, u get like, 100 people to do fundraising, and u feed them jumbo food, make them come a few hours earlier, and then they work for 2 mins. Done, kthxbye. lol use less people ftw.

Interesting ramblings:
1. The tent was dam hot. I pity the poor 100 plus waitresses running to and fro in that place for hours. Ouch.
2. I found a rapping buddy, Jia Yin LOL. I FEEEEEEL YOU MAN.(erm)
3.The total amount of time i actually did something(actual work) was 4 minutes, out of 15 hours, which is equals to 0.4% efficiency.
4.Kelly is shorter than Jia Yin. LOL kelly fail.
5.I didnt recognise Nicolette. She was like "hey Kenneth" i looked directly at her, and looked away. LOL i fail. She was like "KENNETH! you didnt recognise me right.zz." ahaha. Dance dress + make up = different appearance. That was epic lol.
6.Someone's class attendance was 2 people for college day
7. Shit, I should have forced you to go college day LOL.
8. I'm really tired, but I'm blogging cause I have nothing better to do.
9. I used the word epic 3 times in this post.
10. I'm bored.
11. I'm feeling even more bored.
12. Ok this is getting weird.
13. Am I talking to myself?
14. Ok I better end this post, like now.

Please tag ok? Everyone if you read just tag so I know how popular I am, which is like indefinete of course. Dont be shy if you are someone who just knew me this year lol. I dunno, I just dont like not knowing who reads my blog. And I'm sorry to anyone who read my previus deleted post haha, it was very not me. Cause everyone knows I am a fun guy who never gets angry right LOL:) and lovable too. LOL. Ok i better go offline now, going to get alot of scolding and vomiting over the last sentence. BYE!

2009-07-21T03:48:00.001-07:00

Yoyo wassup everyone! lol. Let me tell you something... I REALLY REALLY HATE MY HAIR. Like seriously. Ok des is probably laughing her head off now over my stupid hair. dammit la, it was a bad move to go indian barber and letting him simply cut and finish in 4mins flat. BAD HAIR SUCKS. Its I dunno, the fringe is long but suddenly at the sides it becomes so short so it looks dumb. What de freak!

Lol and corliss told me something very discerning today. Ok not told but mentioned/guessed. Ah hell I hope it isnt true or else things would get sticky and i think I'm less important, LOL.

erm, anyone going out on friday, saturday after college day or monday's full day? I want to go out lol. But its going to be hard since alot of people like you are going to pon anyways, so that leaves monday. Which is quite go-outable still actually.

AND HARRY POTTER SUCKED. period. Too much romance and conversations, too little cool magic.(ron girl is ugly and looks like kim*****) Wheres the big battle scene between good and evil and cool CGI! only dumbledore's flames were cool at the end. and hahaha corliss you really didnt understand the show in the end :P but i dont blame you its kinda broken and i wouldnt understand too if i hadnt read the book. And lol silingzawr i dont care if u like snape, his role was more but also forgettable. I tihnk u shd just tape down the parts where he speaks and listen to his deep sexy voice. hurhur.

Ok I have no more random stuff to post. Erm, how do you guys make ur blogs lively. My blog is just like, paragraph after paragraphs of text. boring much? maybe i should sing the new song that i keep practicing. LOL.

goinggg back to the corneerrr where i, firsttt saw youuuu
Gonna, camp in my sleeping bag i'm not going to movee
Got some words on cardboard got your
picture in my hand, saying
if you see this girl can you tell her where i am
Some try to, hand me money but they dont, understand
ohhhh, i'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but when else, can I do~
How Can I Move On, When I'm Still In Love With You~~~~~

Ok, that didnt add any entertainment value to my blog. LOL. Rmb to come for my yan chang hui! BYE!

Boo.

2009-07-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hello world. This is a sad day LOL. I almost got sacked from being CT rep cuz i forgot to take 2nd temperature taking for 1 day and i got my CT into trouble LOL. then i got scolded by the office guy, my GP teacher, my old CT, my new CT, and my temporary CT. Wow thats like 5 people scolding me. LIKE ARGH. What a failure I am. but why didnt anyone remember it at all sigh... Stupid H1N1. just like, infect me now or something.

Anw, I got a new purple water bottle! LOL. Look world I'm gay now so dont approach me haha! Your logic is dam funny lol. Well at least that balanced away this depressing day.

and sucky 14/25 MCQ can godie. i cant believe i got an answer wrong cuz i multiply 24 instead of 22.4 when they ask for standard temperature. like zomg. stupid hell.

Sigh.

AHHHHH APGP

2009-07-09T00:03:00.000-07:00

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE THAT I HATE APGP AND IT CAN GO BURN IN HELL TOO. [b+aX] < 2 DOESNT MEAN a= 1/2 I KNOW THAT I EVEN WROTE IT DOWN THAT IT SHOULD BE [a/b] <2 BUT I DIDNT USE IT BUT INSTEAD USED STUPID a=1/2!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ok. maths paper today was really fun actually. I made so many careless mistakes but sigh thats just me. Always the same thing can do but careless and therefore no A. IP was the same. zzz. fun not = easy. It was just fun doing them. I dunno, some questions are fun and some are just not fun. Like todays APGP wasnt those normal yay sum to n terms is less than 1000 find n, and you needed to do stuffs to the apgp. oh i still love that standard deviation and summation questions, even though i got both wrong(abit), it was just fun to do. what was not fun? differentation. Seriously I'm sure i made a careless mistake somewhere with all that differentiating.

Wow i rambled alot about maths. I better go study chem now. goodbye! Chem should pose the biggest challenge in not failing subjects lol. after tmr, everyones free whoo! i dont really care whether I'm free cuz i'm quite slack anw, but the point is Everyones free. time to catch up on some june holidays outings. whoopie. Oh, i forgot that theres PW. dam. Oh well, who cares?

MYE!

2009-07-04T01:08:00.000-07:00

yozzie.

Its saturday and the MYE are finally approaching. whoo! Now, just another few more days of mugging and sweaty plams(due to excessive essay writing) and spoilt calculator buttons and this nightmare will be over, temporarily, only to be followed by choinging PW and studying for EOYs that will be ~3 months later! wow. Life really rocks huh? Won't I be sad when the year finally ends. uhhuh.

And I'm really happy that school finally reopened. I dunno I feel happy when i see the familiar faces in school, it was as if I have seen everyone for ages. Like when i randomly see the CT people around i will go hi them. lol. And ya the lovely times of learning maths. Although I dont really understand what the teacher was saying LOL.

ok mum going to scold. bye!

Bye June holidays

2009-06-28T06:57:00.001-07:00

Yo everybody. Whatsup!

Hurray. June holidays has come to an end! woohoo! That means no more free 12 hours sleeping, no more days of being worry-free from homework, no more slacking everyday on computer, and no more many other stuff. And it means exams are coming! erm. ok. Thats bad right.

But yup, I dont really care. Cause school fun! In school, you can study and mug and stone in tutorials and lectures and keep wishing throughout the day that lessons end and that we can go home! ... Ok, that doesnt sound all that exciting.

Anyhow, schools starting and thats an inevitable fact and I will have to sleep early again. NOO. And I would have to say goodbye to ttkt cause its hard to mantain an imaginery friend during normal school days. NOOOOO. lol.

Oh well. I'll go off now and try and get some sleep. I can bet you I'll sleep at most 1 or 2 hours today or maybe none at all. Stupid holiday 7am sleeping time. Wish me luck! AND I DONT LIKE PW ITS BORING AS HELL.

2009-06-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

How do you get rid of old cookies?
By clearing your cache!
(cue to laugh now)

Ok sorry I just randomly thought of that when I was going to write this. lol. Today me and my new buddy ttkt did alot of stuff together! It was kinda fun to play with him chess , both of us were equally matched and we spent hours trying to checkmate each other. His thoughts are so similar to mine! wow. It was as if he could predict my moves. I tried to camwhore with him but too bad he didnt show up on the camera. Sucks to be imaginery huh.

Anyhow, its wednesday and that means the june holiday is going to end! thank god for that it felt like it lasted forever. Sigh. What a waste, limetoy and ahairyturnip are too busy to gunbound and spam the stupid sounding girl emoticons. "omgomgomg" haha. And wth, why everyone so mugger!!!!!!!!!!!! Siling tried to ask you guys to go class outing but no one wanted to! wtf man sigh.... 1 day out of 28 days wont matter that much to your mugging. What a boring holiday, I cant believe I didnt even go out once. GUYS. PLEASE. AFTER MID-YEARS. LETS GO OUT.

Ok I'm really sick of blogging now. Theres nothing to post about during the holidays. Maybe it will get bettering when sch reopens and I got more stuff to talk about haha.

Oh, and, take care and get well soon! Maybe you need to eat more fruits and vegetables or something to get more nutrients. Actually, you just need to eat more of everything lol. You look too undernourished. And don't swim too much in this retarded weather haha, you'll fall sick easily. Speaking of weather, is it just me or is the weather generally MUCH HOTTER NOW. I can't study using fan anymore keep needing to spam aircon throughout the day. So much for saving electricity. and that reminds me about your PW haha.

Anyhow, its late and I'm so going to die when school reopens cause my sleeping times is now 7am plus. I slept 4 hours the day before to try to change my sleep cycle and woohoo, i still sleep at 7am after no sleep for 20 hours. bummer. I just think about alot of stuff in bed and cant go to sleep sigh. Oh well, see ya. sayonara! watashiwa zerrro des!

Wtf VJC

2009-06-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

Thanks VJC, for postponing the wonderful examinations. Lets find out the Pro and Cons.

Pro- People who havent mugged finish can now finish up. Woohoo!

Conssss- YOU JUST FREAKING EXTENDED MY SUFFERING. 1 MORE WEEK OF MUGGING. THANKS THANKS THANKS. I would have been happy if I didnt have a mum thats so strict, but WELL I DO THATS THE SAD TRUTH AND THAT MEANS MORE MUGGING. Argh seriously. SECONDLY, PW WR 1st DRAFT DUE 3rd WEEK. Original plan? Choing 2nd week. What now? Choing during the 2 days weekend before week 3, cuz most probably everyone is busy doing mugging before the test (me too.) zzz.

I know alot of you are happy about it cause of the extra study time, and I admit I am rather selfish haha. But as hobbes said, humans are natually born selfish and yes I dont really want to mug for another one week. boo. ok, I've calmed down about it now. Sigh. Oh well. Drop the knife
now kenneth, there you go, there you go.

Ok, what should I write now. Oh yes, about my boring life. Yes, you guessed it, today went by like it did yesterday, and yesterday went by like the day before, and the day before went by like ...... And I found out a real lfie example of decreasing marginal returns. Marks for bio MCQ - 14,13,13,12,11,11,13,12. After that I got really pissed and decicded that doing Bio MCQ during the night at 4am isnt very productive LOL. Chem was better... 11,13,17. I'm dont want to try getting full marks like last time anymore. So I think I'm going to leave it as that. lol.

I'm feeling very very restless today, the stupid weather is hot(sorry), I am stuck at home by myself and I just made a new imaginary friend. Hi ttkt!(hey thats a cool name, try pronoucing it) Ok. Now I know how robinson crusoe felt and why he had a coconut friend. Haha ok I'm not that crazy actaully, I dunno why but today alot of people I wanted to see came online msn so I'm rather ok about today :)

ANW, dota game is starting, I shall go play now haha. see ya all. around. somewheree. beyonddd the seaaaa~

its sunday!

2009-06-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT EVERYBODY! ITS SUNDAY!!! ITS THE DAY WHERE GOD TOOK A REST AND EVERYONE IS SUPPOSED TO RELAX AND HAVE FUN! WOOOO! AND WHAT AM I DOING ON THIS SPECIAL DAY?

NOTHING! whoo. today is passing exactly how the last 21 days have passed for me. Uneventful and boring. wheee! I seriously love the june holidays cause it gives me the time to reflect upon how boring life can be, and how meaningful our pursuit of entertainment and unlimited wants are. It also allows me to appreciate the beauty and estacy of going to school. Like wow! School is like x100 better although I'm not in the same class as any of you.

Why do I feel so restless this june holiday... Last year i was playing gunbound every night with silingzawr and despo. Maybe cuz now everyone and you are mugging and dont come online often, and despo is overseas, and exams coming up theres just this overhanging feeling of doom(excitement). Add that to that stupid feeling of deficency makes me feel really sad. and bored.(i tihnk i used the word bored like 1000000 times so far).

Anyway, I went shopping at NTUC today and bought truckloads of maggie mee cuz my mum is in taiwan now and cant cook lunch/dinner haha. And i shall try frying some omelettes like i did last year, just for the fun of flipping the egg around. and watching it bubble as it cooks and the heat causing the molecules to vibrate faster and cause thermal agitation, therefore breaking weak intermolecular hydrogen ionic and hydrophobic interactions, causing the egg to lose its 3-D conformation. yayness.

Ok anw, my math tuition starts in like 3 mins so i gtg now. I'll come back later and slack online until i get bored and irritated and smash my comupter on the floor and take the shards of glass and slit my wrist, for the fun of feeling blod ooze down my hand.whee

bye

another boring day.

2009-06-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hello. Its me and I'm bored, as usual, and again. Sigh. Good news! My mum and sister are going to taiwan like tomorrow morning and that means I have like, 5 days of free mornings & afternoon cause my dad off at work. So I can slack abit haha(but i have nothing to do while slacking zzz. Life sucks). So I'll be at home alone until 7 plus everyday woo! I can bring girls home! LOL JOKING. But seriously, it wont be much that difference since I've no interest in any psp/computer games now and my only slacking activity is randomly surfing the web and watching dumb okto shows.

Revision so far has been ok, its nearing the end of week 3 and I'm finishing up my 3rd subject chem. To me Chem is still the most difficult out of all cause I keep getting wrong answers after studying when doing TYS. dam. MCQ is super tricky too. I hate it when I go haha this question is so freaking easy then I look at the answer and omg wrong. then i go zzzz. I needa do my chem e-assement soon too.

Oh yes! I also like a new korean song called Gee by a girl group, and the dance moves are very fun to watch haha. I think korean songs get famous for their moves like that Nobody song. Go youtube it! Gee gee gee gee. lol.

ok that is enough for today, stay tuned for more monologue and uninteresting chunks of paragraphs about my boring life! whoo. Get insured against heat death, today!(lol sorry suddenly remember that cartoon on entropy worksheet).

(shall not put -kenneth anymore since it says posted by kenneth already LOL, who else would be posting on my blog anyway -.-)

-kenneth (LOL couldnt resist it)

my continued post..

2009-06-19T12:56:00.000-07:00

So ok, I still have nothing better to do, so let me continue. Did i mention that its 4 am now? haha. sleeping times during holidays are all screwed. I only slept 3 hours the day before cause I had to pick up some stuff for SLV. can you believed i mugged from 1am to 7am non-stop and then i couldnt sleep lol. I seriously hate ionic equilibrium trying to master it but still so many mistakes. so yup anw, my life during the june holidays is pretty boring and nothing much to do. I mean, seriously I have nothing to do! Its like, wake up, watch random TV show, mug abit, start dreaming, turn on comp to find that theres nothing to do, slack around, and days over! And I havent seen you for so long, sigh. It was really fun climbing up and down and just talking rubbish in maths haha. And despo, youre overseas so i cant talk about random stuff to you on msn and hear loads of vulguarities from you lol. Then I needa conserve my smses too cuz I've been smsing alot this month cuz of mass smses to my class for SLV. ok. I'm getting really drowsy right now as i approach the 20 hr no sleep mark. I'll go get some sleep now haha. See ya! thanks for reading whatver stuff I've posted, its rather boring. haha. AND PLEASE I DONT WANT SCHOOL TO BE POSTPONED, LET IT START AND GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH. And at least i get to talk to everyone and you again :)

i dont know if we'll work out, but either way i'll still be happy to have known you. loveyou.

(Am i supposed to write something like -kenneth after a post, like in a letter? ah what the heck)

-kenneth (LOL)

Hello World!

2009-06-19T12:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO. I finally have a blog! woot. Why? CAUSE THE JUNE HOLIDAY IS PISSING ME OFF BY PASSING SO SLOWLY. I have nothing to do, so I'll just do my ranting here and talk about random stuff that no 1 wanna listen to. As you know i'm a internet blog noob, so i think i'll just put a cbox and thats as much i can do lol. Uploading photos are too slow and i dont have any anyway, only alot of zilian photos in the toilet recently cuz i was uber bored.

So ya, I'm sure people from 14 probably come to this site and go omgwtfbbq its stupid World of Warcraft again. Haha. Sorry I couldnt think of anything else to use and lately cuz I am so bored I've been reading up on some wow patches and new mage nerfs. lv80 MELADE FIRE/ARC MAGE POM PYRO! Ok I'm kinda over the WOW addiction after playing 15 hours a day everyday for 2 months last holiday, and topping the damage charts cuz i'm too pro(more like i'm the most no lifer singaporean player farming bosses for good equips the whole day). But hell yea, I'll still go back, probably after A-levels. haha.

That reminds me, I just had to log in and postpone that NS service thing, after they sent a letter saying i havent done it yet and i'm liable for a $5000 sentence or 3 years imprisonment or BOTH, or something along those lines. Stupid NS is really pissing me off. I swear that if I ever become some bigshot, I'll save the face of mankind(singaporean guys) by making it non-compulsory. Maybe bomb all the NS facilities simultaneously, and let them take years to rebuild it haha. Ok, I dont actually hate NS that much, I dont mind physical activities and getting drilled or those kinda stuff, but making me waste 2 years of my life to just do those stuff constantly, and I say WASTE cuz I dont see the point of training yourself to defend your country, when theses days, if someone is out to get you, its gg, goodgame, sayonara, boom. And everyones dead. So much for investing billions on tanks and navies. (Haha I'm suddenly reminded of censorship and mrbrown getting caught for talking about some government stuff. LA haha)

Ok major digression, back to topic. so yup. Woot first blog post! Erm. okkkkk. hmmmmmmm. what should I write now. ok. Blogging is boring. lets press the delete button and delete this blog. haha. Ok, I should just leave it as it is and post another one. First posts shouldnt have so much content right.